Guess what ?
I m crying like crazy nw :l
I tink of manymany things.
Why why does it happen to me??
Jus nw i told my mum i hav many prbs, & she ask what say la..
Then i was like uh nvmnvm.. manymany probs jiu dui le.
&she say so young jiu gt prob le.
But anyway, i felt some concern at least frm someone.
I saw something that i dun wish to see, but it just appeared..
andd, i tink of things again, and now i started crying..
I cant control my tears anymore.. it just kept on flowing&flowing..
Those probs cant be solved and hence i felt like i cant take it anymre.
Anytime will explode de.. My heart is so hurt nw aching..
Yes, is really nt gd to keep things in heart and not say out..
But who can i talk to .. none.. and just continue like that..
Ya, that is my life.. who can i trust 101% ? who will be there for mi..who is willing to hear my probs..There are quite a few times i think of dieing..Mayb is a negative way to do. but if i carry on like this, i will continue getting hurt
& keep on crying non-stop..
its bleeding&bleedingBtw,
Thanks to karen,mabel&sera&shiying,amanda.. and blablabla..
They help me alot ,
but i guess i did not felt much better..
OH god, pls help me..
PLS.! i really nid ur help..
Dun torture me anymore..
I really cant take it..
Many things happened this few day.
And i guess i wont be fine the nxt few days too..
C,keikei cant be like the past anymoree...laughters just fades away..//Iamsolonely..